kinda lazy to blog.

=P

hmm.

ytd saw LILIN in sch.

ya.

i think is second time ba.

first time i think was last year ba.

haa.

coz my sch de audi having com sales.

so she got a booth there.

selling printer.

haa.

ya.

i think will see her more often le ba.

coz dunno when got fashion sales ba.

she oso involve.

so happening ah my sch.

so many sales.

lol.

juz now having the wireless de tutorial was funny.

the botak one.

he passed the attendance list to fauzie to pass ard to sign our attendance.

den i think he sign for dunno who.

infront of tat botak.

den he sae.

'u dun sign for other ppl.. wait i cock ur head ah.'

LOL!!

the whole class was laughing lor.

=D

sat and sun work was SUX!

IVY LIM LYE WEI BACKSTABBED ME!!!

knnbccb.

can go and ask yun rui and dee.

i was so damn freaking fed up lor.

ARGH!!!

feel like giving her one tight SLAP.

F**K!!!

den dee comms in the comms book saeing tat SERENE PUNG SHI YUN schedule sux.

den she cried abt tat.

omg.

indeed her schedule sux to the core lor.

down crew till SIAO!!

made the rest of us work like MAD!!

she bloody hell nv take her initiative and common sense to look for attachment crews!!

need mi to teach her tat?!

i dun believe singapore got 100++ mac she cant find a single attachment.

dunno who told mi tat.

wat she will gain by doing all these things.

i reallie hope she will get her necessary revenge.

SOON!!!

another one im fed wif is.

JEFFLINA KHOO MEI TING.

she is a bitch.

the more i see her.

the more bitchy i think she is.

reallie lor.

if ever the 3 of them leave the store.

i will be damn happie lor.

i dun wan to lose to them.

i wan WE force them to resign.

not THEY force US to resign.

if they are waiting thr dae i cannot take it.

they are WRONG!

i will wait till the dae tat they are the ones who cannot take it.

but now.

im reallie confuss wat shld i do.

hais.

feel like doing sth else.

...

hmm.

woke up at 0800.

lesson at 1010.

had RF engineering de lab.

need wif xuning.

AGAIN!

argh!

not i wan de lor.

i wanted to do it alone.

i RATHER do it alone.

although i hate it.

but.

he come and tell mi he dunno jason coming or not.

so he do wif mi.

wat can i sae.

bo bian.

was alright lah.

den i passed my this lab shhet to ai ren.

haa.

oso pass my wireless de lab sheet to her.

pro ah we 2.

he every week pass mi her simulation.

i pass her lab sheet.

but lab is once in 2 weeks.

and simulation is every week.

oooo.

thanx le ah ai ren.

=D

den had lunch wif ai ren.

a light one ba.

she dun wana eat much.

den i oso lor.

we went to audi.

got those pasar malam stuffs.

bought a sausage and wu xiang.

and i bought..

err..

those tw de bing tang hu lu.

ya!

dun ever try tat.

i find it not nice lah.

haa!

=D

den went back to blk s.

ai ren having her 4hrs lab.

im having telecomm tut.

i listen halfway.

im in my dreamland le.

lol.

dunno y.

den aft tut.

break again.

we stayed in the tut room.

i continue to stay in my dreamland for 1hr.

haa!

den went to the simulation lab.

tat lab difficult lor.

although i got ans frm ai ren.

got theory ans.

but cant simulate out to get my smith chart!!

michelle and jo oso cannot!!

we all do until pek cek lor!

fed up!

>_<

den 1730 he told us can pack up and leave.

den leave lor.

oso got no mood to do liao.

haa.

den my partner.

jong jin.

kena scold by teacher for using hp in class.

ya.

is his fault.

but oso no need to scold till tat cham lor.

he told yong jin.

'u wana challenge mi izzit?'

-_-"

he himself oso idiot de lor.

teach liao.

we doing the lab.

he went outside chatting.

got problem wana ask him still hafta 'call' him back.

wtf!

we pay sch fees for him to chat during lesson instead of helping us in our work?!

wat is this man.

since we got pay sch fees.

we print the simulation print like siao.

dun care!

=x

den hor.

yong jin told mi tat he look like bobdog.

ya!

look like.

haa.

den he wana ask him qns mah.

den i tell him.

'u call him bobdog lah'

den he reallie call.

'ehh bobdog'

lol!

but he nv hear lah.

=D

tml is another busy dae for mi.

maths tut at 0900 to 1100.

den go for band.

ending at 1300.

den hafta go work at 1400.

hais.

rush here and there.

poor suet.

=x

actually working at 1830.

tot was ok.

at lease aft band can go home rest awhile.

den june called mi.

sae dee's grandfather admitted to hopital.

hafta leave at 1700 to visit him.

im not tat bad.

so i agreed to work at 1700 coz a party at 1730.

den!

june called mi again.

1500 party crop up.

-.-

so hafta go 'help out'.

crop up find mi.

hais.

better dun kena scold.

coz its not my fault!!!

so ended up hafta work at 1400.

tsk tsk tsk.

my bluetooth adapter is down.

AGAIN!

lousy lor.

wana go get usb cable le ba.

shld be better.

wana get it asap leh.

got photos in my phone tat i haven upload yet.

sad.

=(

GSS START LE!!!

=D

aft 6 weeks of sch.

seriously.

i dun reallie understand wat my core modules talking abt.

err.

not all lah.

i understand RF engineering.

telecomm if i go study.

i think i shld be able to understand.

the most worrying one will be wireless.

the lecturer sux!

the tutor sux!

i mean sux to the core!

REALLIE!

im not the onli one who sae this.

those who i noe who oso studying this.

oso dun understand.

siao liao.

study 2 more weeks.

den week 9 and week 10 term break.

den week 11 common test.

hais.

cant find anyone who understand or else can ask to teach.

wat to do?!?!

nyp got a mr lift.

aka.

tian ti sian shen.

he is sot de lor.

life arrive at which level he will announce.

will ask ppl got up or down.

ask ppl to not to force open the lift door.

eeekk!

i saw him at yck interchange.

he told 2 small boys dun run.

wait fell knock till head will die.

OMG!!

he still did alot of SIAO thingy.

cannot take it.

BTH!!!

jiu ming ah!

i starting to dislike her more and more le.

this morning.

down on my luck.

meet her while i was walking to blk s.

she called mi.

'si char bo'

wth.

nvm.

at tat point of time.

i was still stoning.

haven wake up yet.

so i din bother tat much.

den.

tat matter had slowly settle liao.

ppl dun wana bother it much le.

she oso.

ya mi too.

den juz now she msg mi ask mi abt tat matter!!!

i was like.

wth.

argh!

can she be less irritating!!

oh ya ai ren!

if u came across to this post.

remind mi to show u msg on mon.

if not see i can rmb or not ba.

wana go do my maths tutorial le.

hope those who ard mi are fine always.

sm:)e

woke up at 0530 for my 0800 lesson.

left home at 0655.

tot will be on time for my lesson.

but!

ended up!

caught in a traffic jam at joo seng road!

im stucked for abt 20mins!

wth.

so im late for lesson.

-.-

did my mobile app project alone.

coz my partner xiao lei din come.

those guys keep wanting my program.

like im pro.

den aft the mobile app.

is the wireless lab.

did wif xuning.

-_-"

coz jason nv come.

ok lor.

wat to do.

den at the end i asked him to hand in his lab sheet.

coz i wana gif it to ai ren.

ya.

pass my ans to her.

ended up wif the guys.

haa!

tml they passing to her.

den lunch.

oso din eat.

juz drank bubble tea.

den lecture.

we zo bo lor.

tat lecturer like to sae 'heh' de lor.

michelle reallie go and count.

half an hour got 97 'heh'

omg.

bth.

aft tat lect.

i went to blk e.

freaking far from my sch.

wat to do.

ask abt my cca points thingy.

they cant gif mi cca based on infusion.

they asked mi to join them.

to perform a concert on coming 14july.

den they can gif mi the cca points.

HELLO!!

14JULY?!?!

2mths away nia leh!

im not a good player.

i dun think i can make it.

but..

or shld i gof myself more confidence?

well.

i shld approach them earlier.

last year they went to world music contest.

they in need of trumpeters.

ya!

lol.

but still they got a gold.

wah.

pro leh.

am i up to their standard if i join them the concert?

i had learnt how to spree..

lol.

=D

hmm.

reallie hate guys who gave empty promises.

still rmb.

he promised mi to bring to to a couple of places.

ended up he did not.

the most upset one was.

he promised mi to celebrate my bdae wif mi.

but he did not.

its sad lor.

at tat point of time.

i noe there is onli a little chance for tat to happen.

i still waited for it.

im disappointed in the end.

ya.

tats the past liao.

its reallie not easy to forget.

it reallie take time.

take effort.

perhaps patient oso.

but seriously.

who can forget everything?

i cannot.

now whoever ask mi wat happen 5yrs ago.

i can still rmb.

ok!

im not in the mood of saeing all those lah.

coz im in a not-sad mood.

haa!

everybody out there!

be happie ok!

=D

todae's my interview.

so paiseh.

i reached blk s lvl 4.

stepped out of lift.

is philip and zhao tat grp of guys.

omg!

i was stunned!

-.-

PAISEH!

den the whole interview session reallie took full 4hrs.

0900 to 1300.

i think i done not well.

hmm.

i deserve it?

coz i did not prepare for it.

hais.

wat to do.

napfa fail.

interview not well done.

wat am i doing all along man?!

can i wake up?!?!

den maths lect at 1500.

was left alone in sch.

aft michelle acc mi for lunch.

she went home and prepare to come back for her napfa.

so i went mac and rot lor.

rotting alone.

poor suet.

-.-

den home aft maths lect at 1700.

den had dinner and went to meet lu shan eugene and yun.

enned up we went cartel and eat.

wth.

eat again!

hais.

caught the last bus back home.

no gym tml as promised.

sorrie!

my whole body is still aching.

walk in pain.

cough in pain.

sneeze in pain.

laugh in pain.

whole body the muscles cramp.

hais.

poor suet.

again.

-.-

got a couple of pics taken todae.
upload tml or see how.
im tired now.
my eyes closing liao.
lesson at 0800 tml.

left home ard 0655 for my lesson at 0800.

when i board bus 135 from my hse.

lun siong was on the bus.

he was dropping at tat stop.

same.

he smiled and waved at mi.

well.

thinking back.

he was so damn shy when i first noe him.

seriously i dunno its real or not lah.

ppl from my store sae tat he like mi.

den when ppl sae abt tat.

his face can turn red immediately lor.

haa.

i reallie dunno he like mi or not lah.

he oso nv tell mi.

juz tat others tell mi de.

den others ask him to tell mi.

he dun dare.

coz he scared i cant accept jie-di lian.

haa.

he nv ask how he noe.

=P

got once i think he kena sabo to send mi home.

when my bus come liao.

he was being forced/pushed by liang zhi and cedric up into the bus im taking.

LOL!!!

den the whole journey we din talk.

den till my home liao.

we dropped.

we parted.

den we said bye.

haa.

funnie?

oh ya!

got a period of time.

i forgetton how long does it last.

we reallie cared for each other.

i mean reallie care lor.

sms-ing each other whole dae.

can talk abt anything under the sun.

yup.

but everything juz suddenly.

reallie sudden.

i dunno y.

i oso din ask.

and now.

dun haf those strange and funnie relationship between and and him.

we are friends.

once awhile exchange sms greetings.

tats great too!

=)

juz now di wanted to sabo mi!!

wth!

she wanted to intro mi to the guy who i sae look like meng zhe.

she wanted to point at mi liao.

i run lor.

omg.

dun wana noe anyone new ba i guess.

im contented wif all the friends ard mi.

=)

i failed my napfa.

failed at 2.4km run and standing broad jump.

shld be not going to retake ba.

at least got participate can liao.

guess wat happen during my napfa?

my ex-class those guys 'cheated'

zhao(not yet ns) asked philip(completed ns) to help him do all the 5 stations.

den zhao run the 2.4 his own.

but he failed.

so failed the whole napfa.

-.-

another case.

yuwei(not yet ns) asked jason(completed ns) to help him take the WHOLE napfa.

i think got a bronze.

-.-

lydat i oso can ask ppl help mi do lor.

those guys who had completed ns need not take napfa liao mah.

ok.

napfa is over.

song le yi kou qi.

my napfa cert can throw le ba!

lol!

=D

but!

tml im having my interview!

omg!

siao liao.

quite scared.

well.

even though i can talk alot.

but this kind of serious matter.

im afraid i cant.

scared tat my words anyhow jump.

touge tight or wat.

den siao liao.

wearing my formal wear.

hafta take a photo of myself man.

lol.

wish mi best of luck ba.

hope everything will go on smoothly and successfully.

=)

aft napfa.

went j8 to meet up lu, shan and her bf.

was talkin abt the matter lor.

den aft tat head towards far east.

shan wana shop.

im too tired to shop.

lu got no mood to shop.

so we leave tat couple to shop.

den both of us went to long john sit and talk.

den yun and her bf joined us too.

and talk lor.

aft talking so much.

hope u will feel much better?

tats wat jie meis are for.

=)

a dae without hp.

life reallie sux.

my hp batt went totally FLAT for the whole evening plus im out.

argh!

can u imagine shan's and lu's oso went totally FLAT!!

haa!

so qiao!

xiu!

i had uploaded the concert pics liao.

the link from my blog.

go see see ba.

hee.

=p

todae sch at 0900.
and im on time.
lol.
i think its the 2nd time tat im on time for this lesson.
first time was first time first lesson.
the subsequent ones all im late.
=x
well mayb partly is coz i slept for abt 12hrs.
reallie sia.
ytd aft i blogged.
den i went to bed ard 1900.
reminded my mother not to wake mi up for dinner or anything else.
den i reallie slp till this morning 0630.
li hai hor?
wahaha.
tats y im on time for my lesson.
lets see next week ba.
lol.
and my tat first lesson.
tat stupid old buy!
=x
jealous we can do our lab fast.
reallie let us do a assignment.
wth.
im angry lor.
nvm.
at least we noe how to do.
idiotic.

aft tat lesson.
went lunch wif michelle.
coz ai ren haven reach.
den dan joined us later on.
den lesson at elq.
did a equiz.
aft tat is lecture.
ok lor.
den break.
den lesson at elq.
oso did equiz.
tat sux.
i asked yuwei help mi.
i was so fed up.
but i still went to the lecture.
oso bo liao.
den sch end.
den i meet up sook eng.
aka jerene.
yeah!
my PRIMARY sch friend.
so glad to see her man.
it had been yrs ever since we last met.
she now in nyp SIT.
did i ever mention abt shan yun?
aka ashley.
yeah.
my primary sch friend too.
she's in SDN.
met her a few times in sch b4.
happie to keep in touch wif primary sch friends.
another one is lisa.
met her a few times near my hse.
coz she live near mi.
she's now in TP.
din reallie meet her up often.
but i still sms every now and den.
=)

hmm.
talking abt primary sch.
i suddenly recalled sth.
i got a BEST friend at tat time.
reallie CLOSE to her.
ya.
aft pri6.
we entered the same sec sch.
at tat point of time.
of coz i jumped to joy lah.
best friend aft pri6 still can be together in sec sch.
well.
den in sec sch.
diff class.
den mayb got to noe diff friends ba.
did i changed?
or she's the one who changed?
i dun wana jump to conclusion.
we are not close anymore.
i think not even hi-bye friend.
isn't tat a sad thing?
i think it is.
its juz like.
we are strangers.
i reallie felt sad initially.
seriously i dunno wat had happen.
hais.
wat to do.
dun expect mi to live wif tat forever right?
at least i met my 6 jies there.
and of coz others too!glad to met them there.
tats y im so treasuring them now.
not to let history repeat.
=)
well.
and now.
my tat BEST friend.
is oso in the same poly as mi.
hais.
i think it would be nice if we were BEST friends till now.
mayb we got no fate to be BEST friend ba.

oh ya xiu!
5566 oso sang 'tou xin yes i love u'!!
hee!
=P
and oso.
5566's concert dvd will be release on 16june!!!
JUNE ur bdae!!!
=D
xiu and mi shouted 'june de sheng ri' together when they aunounced.
see we so you mo qi.
wahaha!

tml im having my napfa test.
can everyone of u wish mi best of luck?
lol!
hope i can pass ba.
but.
got go can liao.
if nv go my transcript will be awful.
haa!

if u treat mi nice.
i will treat u nice too.
if u treat mi shit.
i will treat double shit!

let mi start from ytd.
morning went for the maths tutorial.
i was damn sleepy.
we even open my eyes fully.
damn xin ku lor.
somemore the tutor form china.
not i against them or wat lah.
i reallie cant understand her wat she trying to sae lor.
den suddenly xiao bai turn and ask mi.
'u like this tutor mah?'
den i told him no lor.
dun even noe wat she trying to sae.
omg.
tutorial end at 1030.
suppose to go band.
but instrument went for repair.
florence told mi dun need to go.
so din went lor.
i went home.
ate a light lunch.
den was damn boring.
so decided to watch some vcds.
halfway i fell asleep.
wth.
lol.
when i woke up.
was 1400 liao.
bathed and went to meet XIU!!!
for 5566 concert!!!
well..
not reallie their concert lah.
it was bwL convention.
den 5566 was one of their guest.
we are at the 2nd level.
quite far from the stage.
their performance was damn boring lor.
till mi and xiu slp.
can u imagine we slp during a concert?
wth.
lol!
den suddenly the auntie who gave xiu the tix asked us to go down and sit.
its like few rows from the stage nia.
wahaha!
but still hafta watch some bo liao performance.
b4 5566 is out!!!
when they are out.
u cant imagine how crazy i was.
i was REAL CRAZY!!!
they started wif singing 'we will rock you'.
wah!
damn high lor.
=D
they oso sang..
'boyfrien'
'open arms'
'magic'
'wont give up
bu yao qing yan fang qi fo zhe dui bu qi zi ji
and holding to one apple.
(rmb the scene.. hmm..)
'wo nan guo'
and lastly..
'bai se hua yang'
so quite a num of pics.
not gonna upload now.
im tired now.
=x
upload liao will inform u.
esp xiu!!
=D
den we saw leon.
ya tat superstar tat leon.
he was like sitting 2 rows infront of us.
missed to take photo wif him.
haa!
so sad to leave aft their performance.
everytime i will feel sad aft their each concert.
coz u will not noe when is the next time we gonna see them.
btw!
xie zhi got waved at mi!!
LOL!!
=D
ok!
well.
im sure ppl out there will sae im childish.
bo liao.
stupid.
silly.
or watever comments.
seriously i think i wun gif a damn to it ba.
coz im their loyal supporter!
=)
and oso!
dun ever let mi hear anyone critisize them.
i dun think u got the right critisize them.
unless u are much more better den them.
if not juz keep ur bloody hell mouth shut.
if u dun like them.
hate them or wat.
den juz dun listen to their songs.
dun watch their programmes lor.
wats wrong wif tat?
its juz as simple as tat.
'take it or leave it'!!
correct?!
ok.
tat does not only apply to 5566.
its applies to everything and everybody.
juz think properly b4 u talk abt other.
=)
aft the concert.
i reached home ard 2330.
slp at 0030.
and i woke up at 0330.
ya!
coz of the big event.
BIG WALK!!!
working at 0500.
met ben and yun rui to take a cab to work.
louise attached!
actually i noe it long ago.
ya.
im so happie to see her in kallang.
so miss those daes working wif her.
those daes we played during work.
those daes she bullied mi.
and of coz those daes i bullied her too!
wahaha!!!
=D
but now its all memories liao.
hmm ok.
the whole big walk.
i onli did coffee.
ya.
my job is juz to draw coffee.
freaking simple lor.
haa!
aft big walk end.
was damn tired.
punched out ard 1345.
den samuel came!!!
louise called him to come.
den.
mi.
louise.
samuel.
li jie.
yun rui.
and ben.
we went to bugis and eat.
and phin's.
had our meal.
we talked
and talk.
and talk.
ALOT!!!
ya.
all abt work.
haa.
memories.
fun times in the past.
and now de sad times.
ya.
wat to do.
management change liao.
louise and sam going m'sia on 30july!!!
louise ask mi wana join them.
i wan!
haa.
but dunno by den they will will ask mi in or not lah.
juz see ba.
den we talk till ard 1630.
we go off lor.
louise took a cab back to her jurong's place.
den sam send the rest of us back.
the 3 of them went back store to find bryan.
den he sent mi home.
den i asked him abt taking BTT and stuffs lah.
ya.
he den gave mi suggestions.
and is the better one.
yup.
i reallie muz find one dae and force myself to go.
im like keep delaying and delaying.
he tat time oso!!!
he delayed till 19yrs old den go take.
but he passed EVERYTHING within 2mths.
pro hor.
and he kept on saeing ger driving sux.
wth.
he sae except louise.
ya.
den i sae i wana prove him wrong.
wait till i got my license.
he let mi drive his car and prove to him.
i asked him to WAIT lor.
he sae he will!
LOL!!!
=D
hope i wun throw my face.
=x

ya.
im tired now.
wana go slp.
till next morning?
well..
shall see how.

IM TIRED!!
lol.
=D
reallie lor.

ytd went out shopping wif yun and zhu.
yeah.
i bot lotsa stuffs.
my formal top.
and another top.
a bag.
spent quite alot.
omg.
hope wun spend anymore till gss.
yup!
lol.
shall see how.
=P
we oso took neoprints
had been ages ever a last took.
reach home ard 9pm++.
was damn tired.
bathed and slp immediately.

den todae.
sch suppose to end at at 1800.
i finish the lab earlier.
so went off ard 1700++ ba.
den went gym.
wif yun june and iris.
ya.
wahaha!
my napfa sure fail.
omg.
siao liao lor.
i dun wan my transcript to haf a fail.
ya.
i noe it dun concern mi much.
but to see a fail in my transcript.
it is still not nice lor.

tired.
wana go slp liao.
yawnz!!

so boring.

having break in sch now.

3hrs.

wth.

sian lor.

johan brought ai ren and to a doing wat de com lab.

surfing net now lor.

haa.

juz now.

comm skills 1000 to 1200.

den break till 1500.

got maths lect and national education de seminar.

called tat dr lim.

toldhim abt this.

dunno wth he sae.

ask us hafta go awhile.

he gonna give us sth.

b4 we can go for the seminar ba.

tat national education de seminar.

oso wat we gonna to go there.

somemore got attendance.

nv go i think will hafta repeat.

bo liao right.

omg.
one of my dearest.
i reallie hope tat u are reallie fine.
ya.
its u.
my si jie.
luvina``
i reallie felt sad for u.
sobs.
if tat happen to mi.
seriously i dunno i can take it or not.
cheer up k?
be strong and stand up again.
i noe it takes time.
so juz take ur time k?
u still haf us by ur side always.
i mean ALWAYS.
ya.
i believe u will find ur true love one dae too.
im searching for mine too.
=D
everybody will find theirs one dae too!
juz the matter of time.
found it earlier or later.
so no hurry k?

in life.
is it a muz to fall b4 we can stand up and walk successfully?
some even fell a few times.
who is the one who can hold onto my hand.
lead mi to walk on the correct path of life.
and ensure mi not to fall again.
ya.
im searching for u.

someone once asked mi.
y dun i haf bf.
i ans.
dun haf means dun haf.
tats the fact.
wat can i do.
asked mi again.
is my expectations too high.
i ans.
no.
seriously.
i juz wan a simple love.
simple reletionship.
and lead a simple life.
=)

back to my blog.

sch start at 0800.
was alright ba.
i had started crazy wif my class de ppl liao.
ya good lor.
at least i wun be bored in my in class.

no gym todae.
both iris and june not feeling well.
iris fever.
june hand blue black coz of her injection.
omg!
take care k jies?

so juz now aft sch i went home and slp.
lol.
nth to do mah.

juz now junaina aka june called mi.
scare mi for a few seconds.
i tot she wana ask mi go work.
lol.
she ask mi tml free not?
ask mi go help her wif her bin level chart.
yea.
i agreed.
tml aft sch go store.
haa!

ah feng jie jie juz gave birth on 9may.
my cousin frm m'sia
congrats!
its a daughter.
my third niece!
total i got SEVEN(7) nieces and nephews le sia!
getting older liao.
-_-"
wahaha!

hais.
dunno can go back m'sia during term break or not leh.
some stuffs crop up.
kinda sad ba.
i so looking forward to go coz im reallie tired.
i wana take a rest.
stop doing wat im doing now.
i mean not to go sch.
not to work.
not to go band.
bla bla bla.
juz wana stop my busy life for a week or so.
'xiu xi shi wei le zhou geng chang yuan de lu'

tats y sometimes i dun like to plan things ahead.
coz when u plan liao.
of coz will look forward de mah.
but suddenly cancel or cant make it.
i will feel irritated de.
ya.
tats mi.
so nv ever ask mi wat i wana be in the future.
wat i wana do in the future.
my ans will always be.
'i dunno'

gtg write my project de report liao.
take care everybody!
ciao!
=D

busy!
busy!
busy!
had been working from thurs to sun.
mainly coz of vesak dae lah.
tats y worked more daes.
my store is sort of peaceful ba.
ehh.
but i dun think so.
on sat i went to work.
i shouted at ivy.
for some working reason.
dun think u all will understand when i sae it.
i shouted at her is right.
she shut her mouth up immediately.
even june agree wat i sae is right.
if ever who dare to sae mi shouting at a floor manager.
i sure fight for my right and others' right.
a 2nd assist can call 1st assist's home in the middle of the night while she is sleeping.
to sort of 'scold' her.
and oso.
a floor manager can be rude to a 2nd assist.
so i dun think its a big deal for mi being a star shouting at a floor manager.
ya.
she muz first think.
if she wan ppl to treat u nice.
to help u when needed.
to respect u.
she muz FIRST respect her fellow crews.
argh!
i dunno how to explain it lah!
den hor.
my poor sayang june.
kena scold by audrey.
AGAIN!
i think last week she juz kena from her.
on sun.
she opening.
i onli managed to reached store half an hr earlier to help her.
coz i work till 3am the previouse dae.
i reached at 1200.
was freaking busy.
when faridah reached.
den call centre called.
asked us STUPID qns.
like we got time to entertain them like tat.
den june shouted to the call centre.
faridah ask her to cool down.
i noe june cant.
she is too stress up liao.
i understand.
when she walked away.
i think she gonna cry.
but i think she did not.
den samuel came kallang!
to ST products from us.
i told him i felt so sad staying at kallang.
den he ask mi to transfer to his store lor.
to be crew.
i told him i dun mind lor.
hais.
its impossible lah.
dee told mi she transferring or resigning.
coz she's married.
and shifted to jurong.
its damn inconvinence for her lor.
1 star gone.
how can i go?
hais.
wat to do.
actually i enjoyed my job de.
juz tat my management team sux.
except my sayang.
my darling.
and my kak kak.
ya.
kak kak is faridah!
hee!
=P

next sun.
21may.
big walk.
im working at 0600.
omg.
lucky the dae b4 im not working.
i will be enjoying my concert wif xiu!
but heard tat the seatings not tat good.
hmm.

back to todae.

ai ren and mi ja bo the 3-5pm lect.
i find no use going.
i wil be there either slping or talking de.
so we ja bo.
plan to go buy our formal wear for my interview next week.
we shop and shop sand shop.
FINALLY found the skirt tat we liked.
bought it.
den.
cant find top.
found one.
but dun haf my size.
sian.
-.-

i think this week will be a exciting week for mi.
lol.
tml going gym wif iris and june.
thurs going shopping wif yun!
fri going gym(AGAIN!) wif iris, june and yun!!
wahaha!
im looking forward.
@@
i go to gym twice a week not mainly coz of my napfa.
i juz wana be healthy.
mi eat and eat and eat.
getting fatter and fatter and fatter liao.
LOL!
=D

wed got a dunno wat national education de seminar.
3-5pm.
oso dunno wth is tat.
den cant go maths lesson.
dunno how.
hafta call the dr lim tell him.

im suppose to write my project report and do my cms de.
still haven do yet.
sian.

juz reached home from sch.
im tired.
hais.
juz settled some of the oba cca points thingy.
send my job advert to my lecturer.
sent her twice but she juz simply cant receive it.
stupid nyp email system.
=x

btw!
my napfa test is coming!
on 23may.
tue.
1630.
sian.
we are still wondering to go or not to go.
most prob shld be going.
juz show our face there.
run a few step of 2.4km run.
tats all!
lol.
is there any station thingy?
i oso dunno.
wahaha!
=D

im getting along quite well wif my new classmates le.
ya.
tats good for mi.
its like aft 1 mth since sch starts.
i hope ai ren oso getting well wif her classmates ba.
although both of us will sure suffer when come to do project or wat.
we sure find no partner de.
im suffering in my class.
she is suffering in her class.
hor ai ren?
but i still prefer my ex-class ba.
those bunch of full of craps guys.
thinking back.
we all oso became close like aft 1 year?
first yr like nv talk to them de.
lol.
funnie ah.

oh ya.
forgot to mention abt ytd when im walking towards my maths lecture.
it feel so dramatic.
i was walking in and so qiao he was walking out.
its like those scenes tat often acted in tv series lor.
haa!
hmm.
did i looked at him?
well i think i did.
im not tat bad afterall.
wanted to at least 'smile' at him.
but ended up i did not.
coz he was like giving one dunno-wat expression.
fine lor.
so i juz continue walking in lor.

i always wanted to sae this.
but i did not.
hmm.
ya.
he is attached liao.
not reallie prob lah.
i had already 'die-heart' towards him lah.
i was thinking.
if he is attached to his unforgetable-ex-gf.
its good for him lah.
but!
if he still haven forget tat ger.
and now attached to ANOTHER ger.
good luck to tat ANOTHER ger man.
juz simply HATE this kind of guy to the CORE!
HATE TO THE CORE!!!

ok.
stop talking abt him.

working at 1830.
hafta ciao liao.

tml holidae.
no sch.
but working.
good or bad for mi?
well.
depends.
=)

im missing EVERYONE OF YOU!!!

you noe who u are?

done wif my resume and cover letter.

finally.
haa.
2 weeks later im having my interview le.
and im wearing formal.
will take a photo and let u all see.
wahaha!
dunno how will it be like sia.
=D

went store aft sch.
as i promised june to go help her fold the bin level chart.
she sae my folding is nice.
wahaha!
tml having new promotion.
pepper drumlets.
dunno nice or not.
haven try yet.
tml im working.
eat le and i will comment abt it.
=)
i reallie DISLIKE her more le.
'her gang' is saeing bad thing abt my sayang june.
they dun even appreciate wat she did.
and SHE even quarrell wif faridah.
HOW DARE HER!!!
now my store de management team.
like split into 3.
although im not in the management team.
but of coz my standing wif june and faridah de.
hais.
real life working reallie got lots of prob.
wat to do?
tats life ba.
now im waiting for 'tat gang' to resign.
or been tranfer out.
but..
the chances like quite slim lor.
hais.

tml public holidae eve.
vesak dae eve.
im working at 1830 to 0300.
guess wat?!
my sayang june is working 1800 to 0300.
both of us are so happie.
sad is SHE is doing closing.
den we sae tat 0300 SHARP ON THE DOT.
we ciao.
DUN CARE!
wahaha.
yes we will do tat!
trust us.
=)

tats janice and mi @ work``

he is sean`` coming 1 yr old`` he's cute =p

my newly bought hp pouch`` its soft and nice to touch! =D

another hp pouch`` from korea`` kawaii?! my mother is using it.. bought it for her =)

spectrum analyser`` signal generator`` encoder board`` these are my 'daily' life man! -_-" it was taken by michelle while she is zo bo-ing playing wif my hp during lab.. LOL!! =P

im so busy.
dun even haf the time to blog although im online.

sat and sun worked the whole dae.
not gonna blog wat had happen.
no time!
lol.
im juz pity my sayang june kena 'bullied' or rather kena 'sabo'.
and i starting to dun like her more le.
will it be 'hate her' one dae?
mayb.
see how she treat mi and my sayang.

mon.
sch-ed.
lect was damn bored lor.
the first 2hrs lect.
i listened for an hr.
slp for an hr.
=x
den the 2nd 2hrs lect.
playing hp game for and hr.
jabo the next hr.
lol.
power hor we all?
ai ren correct?
=P
went home and did my resume and cover letter.
ytd den i realise tat i need to email to my lecturer by todae midnight.
i was SHOCKED!
when i think my ai ren was talking abt her interview.
so i did it for the whole night.
although i got philip's.
i edited.
it also took mi damn hrs.
lol.
i oso asked di send mi hers.
i combined the both of them de.
plus ABIT of my own words.
den result is my resume and cover letter le!
wahaha!
=D

todae sch was alright.
im having lab.
tot i will do it alone.
coz i oso dun wana do it wif tat china guy.
lucky when he came in he sit wif another guy.
when lesson start.
lecturer ask us to go take a board.
so i went.
god noes tat board is do damn LIMITED.
so hafta share.
lab work shld be 2 per grp.
end up 3 per grp.
michelle and sum shen de grp din managed to 'snatch' the board.
so michelle ask mi go over.
so i went.
'lucky jason and xuning nv ask mi join them.. PHEW! =x'
den the worst situation.
ended up our grp got 4 ppl.
quixiang came and join us.
wth.
we paid so ex de sch fees ended up got not enough board for the whole class to use.
idiotic right.
lol.!
=D
den aft lab was tutorial.
do liao lor.
went there copied ans.
den go off aft 1/2 an hr.
btw!
hope tat my ai ren had done well in her interview!
and asked the correct qns when being the interviewer!
=D
she is so damn gan jiong till ask mi how to ans those qns.
seems like im the one being interviewed.
lol.
mine is on week 6.
this week is week 4.
2 more weeks.
my turn to gan jiong liao.
wearing formal.
wah!
-_-

sch started at 1010.
had elp.
was ok lah.
den lunch.
waited for my ai ren for lunch.
den 1300 had tutorial.
aft tat 1hr break.
i tutorial room since no one using it aft us.
stayed wif jo and michelle.
den aft tat 1hr break was simulation de lab.
big thanx to my ai ren.
gave mi her lab ans.
i went to the lab juz print out the results can le.
no need do the theory qns.
if not i sure dunno how to do de.
jo oso copied the ans.
so my grp and jo with michelle grp first to finish.
so first to leave.
wahaha.
lesson shld end at 1800.
we ard 1700++ go off le.
lol!
thanx ah ai ren!
=D
next week oso pass it to mi ok?
hee!
=p
den i pass u my rf engineering the assignment.
SET?!
but onli can pass tat to u on odd weeks.
haa.

tml working at 1230.
hmm.
hope i can overcome my fear ba.
i scared i cant do a good job.
again.
hais.
i dunno.

a brand new dae for mi?
well.
perhaps.

reached sch.
came out of blk s level 4 de lift.
stepped into blk s.
the clock shows 0806.
i think is exactly the same time as last week.
haa.
did the sms thingy.
next week need to tell the lecturer who to do wif the sms assignment le.
i dun wana do wif xuning!
not jason either!
i do wif them i think i will vomit blood.
omg!
help mi!!

aft tat was elp.
slacked there.
can online msn somemore.
lol.
did 3qns.
ans from cms.
within 45mins ciao liao.
even though my lesson was 2hrs.
lol.

den went lunch wif di.
waiting for ai ren.
den dan joined us.
den lect at 1300.
BORING.
was talking all the while lor.
lesson end at 1400.
den went to auntie irene hse.
her maid baking cheese cake.
yummy!
long tong too.
ok lah.
not bad.

i haven do my resume and cover letter yet.
siao liao.
inteview at week 6.
omg!
hafta buy formal wear.

this sat election.
so no maths tutorial.
no band.
den serene called mi juz now.
im working at 1230.
fine!
she's lucky.
im had taken off on 20may.
=)

june called mi juz now to work.
but im going auntie irene hse mah.
so din wen tto work.
sorry june sayang!

my term break is on 12june to 25june.
may be going back m'sia for holiday.
ya.
mayb for the whole 2 weeks.
depends.
den my common test i dunno how.
go back there to study?
is tat possible?
lol.
see how ba.
so i think i might miss out my june san jie de bdae celebration?
my ai ren's too?
when's ur bdae ar?
LOL!
=D
gonna kena smack by u liao!
=x

all the while i kept on forgetting to tell xiu sth.
my sch got a guy look like meng zhe leh.
reallie.
but the one i saw his face more plump lah.
i saw him twice todae.
and saw toro.
he look more shuai without his specs.
=x
it sounds like my sch is a idol sch.

talking abt my sch.
i juz found out tat my sch de year1 intake are real dumb student.
reallie!
their actions made mi..
argh!
bth!
>_<

he is attached.
already.

mayb i shld learn not to care so much.
not to noe so much things.

hais.
where are u when i need u?

juz let mi cry for all i wan.

din had a proper blogging since fridae.
so this post will be quite a long one i suppose.
plz stand my naggy-ness.
i do hope u all will read till ths end of this post.
=)
conclusion of my past few daes which is my long weekends.
its reallie sux although holidae shld be happy one.
i reallie felt bad.
i reallie felt guilty.
TO THE MAX!!!
hais.
and i oso found out tat actually im reallie not a strong girl.
hmm.

Friday, 28 Apr, 2006

as per normal went to sch.
last lesson which is my lab.
got lotsa things to do.
so onli get to go off ard 1800.
went home.
had a quick dinner.
den went to toa payoh.
coz got a 'music remedial lesson'.
coz next dae.
sat.
got a music theory test.
went there.
learnt sth tat i always cant get it right.
haa.

Saturday, 29 Apr, 2006

went for my maths tutorial.
0900 to 1100.
was alright.
den went to band straight aft tat.
reach there.
had my music theory test.
upon 100.
but passing marks is 60.
guess how much i got?!
55.5.
fail?!
lol.
ya.
now i noe where im weak at le.
and guess wat!?!?
i got my OWN instrument le!!!
wahaha.
actually is whitley condemn(dunno how to spell!! =p) instrument.
danny took it oso.
he got a trumpet.
they gave mi a cornet.
yup.
but its quite dirty.
gonna wash is one dae.
and its mine le!
lol.
=D
and!
straight aft band.
i went to work.
wah!
rush here and there the whole dae.
tired!
reached store.
still can rmb.
i saw joey.
she told mi.
'we patched le'
i was SHOCKED!!!
wth.
coz she sae she soft-hearted.
ya.
like mine.
i told her tat.
she told mi tat actually she shouldn't.
but too bad.
who ask her to haf a soft heart.
hmm.
den i conducted a party.
dun reallie like it.
quite sucky.
=x
aft tat party.
went for my break.
cam back.
counter.
calculate all the party incentives.
and slacked ard.
coz joey working!
work wif her can slack.
lol.
i took my pay slip.
den i saw my pay increased le.
so i asked joey.
she sae ya lor.
increase tat little mean ALOT de lor.
ya.
onli we will understand tat ba.
=)
i got excellent for my performance report.
hmm.
joey told mi tat actually faridah gave mi good in the first place.
den joey help mi sae good things abt mi.
and help mi to get a excellent.
thank joey for helping mi.
but.
do i deserve it?
still rmb last year is louise the one gave it to mi.
she expect the star to get outstanding.
sorry.
i cant do it.
i oso dunno y.
where i did wrong?
i think is my attitude towards some of the mgrs ba.
if im not wrong.
i think they will sae bad things abt mi during their management meeting de.
i juz feel tat they are those kind of ppl.
my sixth sense is rather accurately de.
hmm.
den both of us same time finish work.
2300.
so we went off together.

Sunday, 30 Apr, 2006

woke up at 0800.
went for my breakfast.
den went to work at 1130.
got to conduct 3 parties.
back-to-back.
yup.
tats reallie tiring.
wat to do.
tats my job.
can i sae no?
overall was alright lah.
not reallie tat bad.
except for the last one.
it reallie SUX!!!
as for the first 2.
althought it was alright.
but i dun reallie enjoyed it.
aft tat 3 parties.
i was clearing up my storeroom.
but i was called back by audrey to help out on floor.
ok lor.
audrey asked mi.
i wan do counter or kitchen?
'kitchen!'
i shouted.
haa.
kitchen is fun lor.
rotated all the kitchen aunties and uncles for break.
audrey asked to to go back settle my party room den can go off le.
ok lor.
i was done by abt 2250.
den i think down crew ba.
joey asked mi to stay till 0300 to help out.
ok lor.
juz bcoz of JOEY!!!
i stayed.
lol.
=D
was doing drive thru till 0300.
den at 0300.
dun seem like i got the chance to go back.
coz mds got damn lot orders.
den joey asked mi wana stay till 0600?
WAH!!!
ya.
i stayed.
coz faridah was oso not feeling well lah.
so stayed to help them out lor.
if not jialat.
i noe how is it like when down crew.
did counter from 0300 to 0600.
was ok lah.
lucky not much customers.
no customers.
i kept on went in mgr room.
sit.
eat.
drink.
haa.
slack ah.
work midnight.

Monday, 01 May, 2006 - Labour Day -

labour day?
but im still workin!
haa!
FINALLY finish work at 0600.
total i worked 18hrs straight.
omg.
i still can take it.
pro ah.
lol.
went home.
slp for ard 4 hrs.
woke up.
work again.
wahaha.
worked at 1300.
topcat for dee's party.
but she went off aft tat.
she not feeling well.
left mi there.
no topcat for my next party.
last min called ben and bryan to help.
thank god they agreed.
if not i DIE.
here's my nightmare.
this party was a DAMN LARGE one.
everything was MESSY.
i mean.
its REALLIE is a BIG mess!
omg.
hais.
i was so gan jiong.
scared.
worried.
irritated.
fed up.
EVERY of my bad mood.
lucky thing is.
the hosts are good.
i mean real GOOD!
they are not rude to us and blame us for all the messiness.
although is our fault.
when almost everything was settled.
cake cutting time.
they ordered our mac cake.
i rmb the dae b4 faridah told mi there is enough cake.
so i was not worried for tat.
i asked bryan to get it for mi.
so quite a long time he still not back yet.
i went to check it out y.
den he told mi no more cake.
those in the freezer are all damaged.
DAMAGED!!!
i was STUNNED!!!
i mean REAL STUNNED!!!
june was working.
she oso help mi to look for the cake.
REALLIE dun haf a single one tat is in a good condition.
i was scared.
afraid.
worried.
EVERY EVERY EVERYTHING!!!!
i cried.
june asked mi not to cry.
sorry.
no.
i juz cant do it.
she told mi god will help us.
asked mi to trust her.
i nodded my head.
i dried up my tears.
she helped mi to talk to the hosts.
they accept it.
i noe they oso cant do anything but to accept it.
they are not angry.
the more i feel bad.
i feel guilty.
tats wat i told june.
imagine.
to present a damaged birthdae cake infront of ALL her guests.
hais.
i feel bad.
i feel guilty.
i cried again.
again.
she asked mi not to cry.
she asked mi to be strong.
den let others saw i cry.
dun let others saw tat i cant do it.
must let them noe tat i can do it.
she still told mi tat i did a great job.
den i realise im not a strong girl.
i shake my head.
'no im not strong'
so i carry on presented the cake.
had the cake cutting.
aft tat the party end.
i reallie apologised and saied ALOT of sorry to the hosts.
still.
they are not angry.
din blame mi.
still sae nvm.
so nice of them.
the nicer they are.
more bad i felt.
i controlled my tears.
not to cry infront of them.
it will be damn embaressing to cry infront of them.
i still cry a few more times without letting june noe.
den she asked mi to smile.
ya.
i smiled.
she felt better when i smiled.
make sure im alright.
and i oso felt better aft i smiled.
=)
den joey came.
she closing.
i told her i cried.
she like sayang my head.
den asked mi.
'y? come tell mi who bullied u?!'
so nice of her.
den i told her the whole suituation lor.
den aft tat i went to upper boon keng to get sth.
samuel was working.
i told him tat i worked for 18hrs.
den he sae i had sold my souls to mac.
-.-
den i oso told him abt my nightmare.
hais.
seriously i was thinking.
if at tat point of time.
june was not working.
who will help mi to talk to the hosts?
i find no one.
accept joey lah.
she closing.
i believe she will help mi de.
the rest.
i doubt so.
tats y im so sad tat when louise and samuel leave kallang.
the both of them are always the ones keep on helping mi.
they are reallie nice to mi.
so when they leave.
kept on asking mi to take care.
hais.
or im too depend on the both of them le?
den now when i met prob.
i cant settle.
hais.
reallie thank god june was there.
of not.
i think i will break down.
reallie.
'JUNE!!! THANK YOU!!!'
i still din get the chance to reallie thank her nicely.
thank her for all her consoling.
EVERYTHING EVERYTHING AND EVERYTHING!!!
ok.
go back to when joey reached store.
the 3 of us together.
siao.
dunno wat we doing.
dunno wat we talking.
i LAUGH OUT LOUD!
den june stop mi from laughing.
she sae if i laugh loudly.
later at night will cry alot de.
so.
i stopped laughing.
i went home ard 2300++.
true enough.
i cried.
ya.
cried alot.
coz of tat matter.
hais.
hmm.
june told mi tat serene had changed.
den i told her.
'i tot she is ur friend?'
den she ans mi.
'ya. used to be'
there is used-to-be-friends?
well.
who noes?
still rmb louise told mi tat during work.
there are no friends.
is tat true?
to a certain extent ba.
yup.
i oso dun like to work wif serene.
>_<
i got darling and sayang at work!
joey my darling!
june my sayang!
love working wif them to the MAX!
=D
how i wish everytime i work can work wif them.
sometimes things wun always go in the way u like it.

Tuesday, 02 May, 2006

lesson at 0800.
till 1500.
was alright ba.
the last lesson tutorial.
made mi feel like slapping tat lecturer!
LOL!!!
=D
den i reached home ard 1600++.
not even 5mins.
faridah called mi to go work.
to cover peak hrs.
ya.
i went.
worked 1800 to 2100.
3hrs.
haa.
den i oso told faridah abt my nightmare.
hais.

im in school now.

BLOGGING!!!

lol.

=D

juz finish my e-learning review qns assignment.

waiting for next lesson.

tutorial at 1400.

aft tat..

GO HOME!!!

lol.

btw.

im damn sad.

feel so bad.

feel so guilty.

till now.

ya.

hais.